Flawed

Another year bites the dust. Some more unique and divergent thoughts pass without so much as materialization. Its not that i expect some transcendental revelation on a random day, however i do want to believe that every day should serve a motive and shouldn't be just a supplement of 24 hours to endless purposelessness. After all isn't it purpose that everyone craves for?
All this makes me wonder; Are we actually meant to serve a purpose or is purposelessness itself our purpose!

This post was not supposed to be about perpetually unanswerable questions and the fact that it comes up shows the paramount confusion in the tiny brain of mine.
Actually, I wanted to make this post about the past year. About what I have learnt, fondly remembered, shunned.

I think the only thing I learnt this year is how flawed everything is. By flawed, I mean surpassing the societal definition of 'Perfect'. And even though we are in constant search of perfection, we love everything BECAUSE it is flawed. Flaws subdue our ego constantly by reminding us of our limitations, however, giving us solace in the fact that everyone is, in fact, JUST HUMAN. It gives us the biggest freedom, as Gandhi put it, the freedom to err. It liberates us. This gives me constant hope :)

This year I missed my sis a lot. Even though she left only in august and we talk constantly, I miss her presence/constant support/torture/always being there for me... (*to Kamya* When you are back in may, we are going to P-A-R-T-Y!!! Come back soon :P)

As for shunned, I gave up any concept of an extra corporeal deity. Not due to lack of judgement but for lack of unanimity, singularity in idea and consistency in the scriptures that define it. I however still remain open to the idea...

It has been a great year...

Happy New Year 2010...

p.s. This is most probably the last post for this year unless something of a mammoth nature comes up :)...L8R...
p.p.s Don't mind the grammatical errors or the inconsistency in ideas. I am, admittedly, more of a thinker than a writer :P